My Sons’ Friends – Danielle's Diary

Dear Diary,

I was a little surprised to realize that so many of you were surprised in that I had showed off (at least somewhat) to my sons’ friends the other day, in particular to Garrett’s, but I’ve shown off at times to Remington’s friends as well, most notably, Nolan, who is also my nephew and my boys’ cousin. Incidentally, concerning Nolan, I do still see him, but he’s simply been working a lot and has a girlfriend who I’d like to think he’s serious about. I’m hoping it doesn’t lead to my sexual relationship ending and I don’t believe it has, but most contact with him has been lessened to hugs and kisses as of late. I always want more, but life happens, people move on or people, myself included, just get busy.

But I digress, this diary post isn’t about Nolan and me, but other friends of my boys. So, yes, I have shown off in front of a number of them…mainly cleavage, but in swimsuits whether they’re one-pieces or bikinis. Some of their friends who I’m maybe closer with, more comfortable with, and have developed a good rapport over the years have seen more of me. I also feel as if I’ve been showing more and more skin as they all have gotten older, but in looking back, I can also say that they’ve likely been seeing at least some of me since they were early teens.

As for developing more of a relationship with them, meaning a sexual one…that hasn’t happened, but it’s not to say that I wouldn’t welcome one. Both Remington and Garrett have several friends that I’d love to get to know better and become better friends than they are with them. In fact, I don’t believe they have any friends that I’d definitely say no to. Does that make me an awful mom? I don’t think so. I just think I’m being honest and real.

And how do I want to be perceived? I’d love to be known as the cool mom, the hot mom, the busty mom, the mom they’d like to fuck. I often wonder if that’s what my kids and their friends discuss. Do they? Have they ever? Do they jerk off their young boy cocks for me? Again, have they ever? I don’t know, but I fantasize about it…and I fantasize about it a lot. I also wish my husband, Chris encouraged it, not only with our boys but with our boys’ friends. “Look at my wife over there…look at her big tits. Would you like to see them?” God…that’s a huge kink of mine.

In all reality though, I think sometimes they find me uncool, weird, odd, and maybe just a mom. Who knows, but sometimes I feel like that. Am I just another mom doing mom things?

However, I do believe as time has gone on, I’ve noticed them notice me more and for that I’m not only thankful, but encouraged to show more and more and more, and I believe that in recent years, I’ve been doing just that and not only showing more and promoting myself more but increasing the velocity to which I’m showing more too. Ugh, I feel like I’m rambling. Probably because I’m living off of an hour or two of sleep and really would like to just rest for a bit before my day truly gets started.